Truth

"Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It's a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you're hurt." ~Tom Gates.

"Sometimes you put walls up, not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down." ~Unknown

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality, their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You shoud stand up for your right to feel your pain." ~Jim Morrison.

"I think of myself as an intelligent, sensitive human being with the soul of a clown which always forced me to blow it at the most important moments." ~ Jim Morrison.

INVISIBLE LINE

Autumn leaves - falling
Warm weather - going
Bare trees - coming
Biter air - welcoming
The world is shifting.
Shifting, shifting, shifting..
everything is shifting.
Scents of summer days- gone.
Flowers - wilted
Comfort- gone
Going crazy, crazy.
I said CRAZY!!
Did you hear me?

..Rainy Days..

Rainy days are days that get you thinkin'
sometimes so much that you sink IN
to yourself.

T.V shows and movies make up most of my day
but then thoughts creep in, they make their way.

I sit inside looking out at the grey sky,
asking myself why?

I'm not a little boy anymore with tears in his eyes,
no..not the ones that you cry,
just the ones that come from the question "why?"

Will smith asked it best when he said "Why doesn't he want me?"
That's my question..Why don't you want me?

I remember back in the day, the school days..
when the school bell rang,
and in my heart sang.. a song of a father
who one day might be there.

I was too young to articulate the uneasiness within
so i subsided it, not really knowing i was right...
to feel some sort of way,

heh.. rainy days..

i'm older now, almost a man
no, not my age, but what i've accomplished
setting goals, making plans..